Monday, September 17, 2007

Decisions, Decisions, Decisions

It's been a while since we posted any baby information. We are still feeling the loss of our China baby. For the last two months, we've been asking ourselves "Where do we go from here?". So many possibilites. Do you ever go to a restaurant and there's just too many choices on the menu. The waitress keeps coming back but you just can't seem to make up your mind. Well, I guess you can say, it's sort of like that but just more emotional, complicated and definitely more expensive. So on the menu we have these choices: 1) Do we just stick with one child? We asked Portia how she felt about this, but she became very upset. Truly, we don't feel that was the right answer for us anyway. 2) Do we try to adopt domestically? For the record, we did have a chance to adopt a new born baby, however, for personal reasons decided against it. This is a decision that we may likely regret for life. 3) Do we choose another country and try to adopt internationally again?
We're not sure what the future holds but for the moment we've registered with a Vietnam Adoption Agency. That only means that we are on a waiting list which will give us time before we need to make any real costly decisions. In the meantime, we continue to pray for guidance.

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